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Friday, February 15, 2008

cramps and aches

cramps and aches, yes. but NO, im not having any menses ffs lol. its just because of vigorous physical training done, like push-ups and swimming for the day. im 1/2 dead, almost >.>

having a headache too, im hex-ed and confused. hmms. lets talk about the details of today.

woke up around 10am in the morning, first thing that came to my mind was.. o2jam! "nah", NOPE, its not o2 :) its my course appeal, had to call up ITE IT HELPDESK to reset my password as i lost it. then went to appeal for my year 2 course. but well, right after i've done that, a bad news came to my hp.

this was the details of the sms.

"This is urgent, are u gary?"
"ya u are?"

"derek, ur classmate. mr low debarred u from apa exam, u need to appeal"
"k noted"

wtf? lolz.

de-barred, again :)

poor attendance rules i guess -____-" well i've been heading to school much more than last semester though. but well, my grades have been deproving alot alot. bin told me to buck up hmms, i guess i would :X

den went to o2 with bin for a long while before heading to batok swimming complex for a good swim. not really a good swim, as i've already been having cramps and aches from yest's push-ups and etc. but well, i definitely swam more than haobin, he's more like sitting in the water -____-" swam a few small laps, stamina fell like lead baloons though >.>

well, after swimming and bathing, went to dad's place for dinner with bin. he bloody doesn't eat duck lolz. but well its ok, dad's was gonna close soon too, almost finish selling everything lolz. ate a nice bowl of "sa bo mian", and shared a plate of carrot cake with haobin while he solo-ed his chicken chop lol.

went to timah afterwards! lolz. no doubt, to hangout with the comps there. well i was seriously more interested in o2jam than dota. but well didn't want binbin to feel bored lolz.

i'd have my own problems too. its just probably, the ascents that im feeling right now. bin should know why i always like to play o2jam/piano/any dumb music related game when im down. seriously, music is the only thing i can turn to when i wanna run away from something.

yes im running away from my thoughts, but be it. once bitten, twice shy. i don't want history to repeat himself and get myself into bruises and stitches.

and ffs, be it ur an elder of mine, don't, i repeat DON'T order me around like a retarded. im retarded for someone, not you. big fark u could drive. i earn my own farking money, read my lips.

yes im having a bad mood, im not feeling very well. i don't need any company, any compliances. i just seriously hope, u could really sense or maybe think how i feel now.

once is enough, seriously.

be back soon bin, i need some music games lolz.

now i really wished i had a piano, i swear ill be on it every single moment.

im running, from every single moment.

change my thoughts, its not that difficult.

Replenish-Ed @ 11:49 PM