Gushing. a Retard's colony. =/

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

thats me =)

yawnage. thats what i've been doing for the past few days. jus so "un-enough-ed" sleep for the past few days, although i was taking lotsa noon naps :) well, sleep would never be enough for me, thats just what's gonna carry on till i die :)

yeah, im gettin better at html's! much better duh lolz. finally gettin to hang of it, just need some lil more practise and trying to learn how to mess with the background too. messed with the layouts, and fonts and texts. even songs too! :)

and yeah, i've chosen multimedia network technology as my 2nd year's course, since thats what im really interested in, who cares whether its gonna be useful or not :)

lets talk about skool :)

monday's skool was.. sleepy lolz. i slept for most of the lessons, even for jpi. was late for the presentation, although jen woke me up at 7, i overslept >.> rushed for my bath and headed off to skool, heard the presentation was crap lolz. disappointed >.> oh well >.>

i flung my test again! lol. thats really spastic. well, i know i could study, in the form of my understanding power, but oh well, where'd my motivation go anyways. motivation, thats probably what imma need.

tuesday weren't any better, class starts at 2pm. well 2pm, thats like "wow thats more than enough sleep for anyone else". yeah it was, luckily michz did sms me to wake me at 1:20pm, or else i wouldn't really know what time i would really wake at lolz. im a real sleepyhead. i swear -____-"

saw some of edison pictures, was quite disappointed in some lil things, like Gillian (twins ah jiao), she's an idol of mine, while i really liked twins though lol. and well, hao bin was like lauhging at the size of edison's "d**k". well yeah we all know its small, but well, seriously i'd really ask, does big mean anything? lolz.

irritated when im disappointed with Gillian already and hao bin drags Hebe in for no reason. (i'd wanna kill him) lolz. stop insulting Hebe already!! :X

well and also, bin did a dumb thing, he got a big rampage from me because of that, which i won't really go into details. but seriously binbin, this time, u really did a wrong choice. be it if its not gonna be a relationship, its the thought that counts.

well, whu knows whats really gonna happen on vday for me this year. i don't really know anyways. plans were crashed like 1 month back already. well, those plans were real nice, yulong and samuel knew it. i've told them what i wanna do for her. thats seriously the reason im bloggin today. had asked myself, was seriously doing these stuffs for her worthy after all, or what i was doing was actually dumb lolz.

lets make this, a dream, or probably, an imagination.

i'd asked her out, i'd asked her to close her eyes. i would draw a big heart shape using sparkling powder (fireworks), one thats big enough for both of us to be in. then i'll lit the fireworks up, where the heart shape would start sparkling, and i'll turn on the song "AiQingMaQiDuo (by BangBangTang)", she likes it, so do i. i would sing. the lyric's are meaningful, very. i would ask to hug her.

period.

thats the end of the imagination. i don't want to, but i know i have to.

its over, i know.

never once, u left. but u never knew.

but well, i hope its seriously a new beginning. a very good one. since we never began, thou shall never call it an "ending". it just never began. but it'll be remembered. it will always be.

back to work :)

well, canon still owes me a big sum of money, of which im needing quite a lot though lol. after the big payment i made, im short of cash. and dad's like not giving me money anymore, im eating my own, living on my own now.

he does owe me a sum of money, but well no, im not gonna ask for it.

nanxing called, asked me to help my "en ren" alfred out from thurs to sunday. kinda told him i cant in the beginning, cos i don't wanna pon thurs again. but well agreed in the end, cos its alfred whom really help me into canon, and.. i don't really have a date on thurs anyways. i wished i had one though, either lol.

well im still not sure about it, i wouldn't wanna spend my vday working either.

movie's with mich tomor, ahlong pte ltd hmms. lolz. hope its gonna be nice. well we'd share the same thoughts, so lets see whether we'll chill out tomor lolz. hopefully my recommended places would suit ya :)

thats probably all, on the fone time. i guess. :) good nite all, have a sweet nite be4 vday reaches lol.

i miss piano :X hands are gettin real itchy rawr.

gonna be buying a comp and my piano tgt :)

Replenish-Ed @ 12:14 AM